Suicideneil..... a long story. Back in the day when Robotwars was massive in the UK, I wanted my own team, and chose the name 'Suicide Squad'. I, being the team captain, thought it would be good to incorporate my name & the team name into my first email account I set up (and still use to this day, about 8 years later). Ergo, the email address
suicideneil@hotmail.com was born, and when I joined my first forum a few years back, I chose that as my screenname, and used the same one on all the other forums I joined since (except Arnies airsoft where suicideneil might be a little unwise, so Triggerhappychappy was used instead). And there you have it.