Hey guys..
(Jay, Jerry and Harold) !!!!! Thanks for the pep talk

( I feel better after some sleep!), I'm down but by no means OUT!.

.. HELL NO!..
Well it was a kick in the balls (I’m not going to lie to you) about that!.. I did feel like a little boy be schooled on the ways of life (talking about get knocked down a peg or two)..
But at least I know how to proceed!..

It tore me up inside when I was told that I can’t use RCM as a spring board, I was told that if I / credit you the TEAM / family I wont look genuine in my offer (I don’t get this) I’m going to find a way. I feel horrible, I feel embarrassed, I feel like I’ve wasted your valuable time for nothing!.. I’m sorry!!! I never meant to hurt anyone here or miss lead anyone, I so much wanted this to be team success, I wanted to bring exposure to the Monster and let he world know how cool everyone is here! And that anything is possible with friends..
I know there is still a way, I just haven’t figured it out yet!.. But I will…
Anyway I need to think of some of names for the site (domain names) I need to contact some of the more reputable non-profit agencies and speak with there marketing people.. I’m not giving up on the project!
(HELL NO) 
the bottom line is I feel that even know it goes completely sourer on me and someone else will end up with all the credit, it’s still an outstanding cause, It’s still a noble cause and as long as it betters one person then I don’t believe I’ve failed in my goal..
So with the above said if you guys want me to let you know where I’m at and what I need help with Very cool…

if not I understand that too…
Thanks for your time everybody!
Shaun..
P.S.
This is what I need help with now if you’re up for it (???)
Domain names (IE) a website address that doesn’t exist now!
I would also like to hear who you think (non-profit wise) I should contact!.
My first choice is the (OLPC) one laptop per child
http://laptop.org/en/ this is an outstanding org and they are doing fabulous things throughout the world..
I also know of (AMREF) they bring quality and affordable heath care to those who need it most!.
http://www.amref.org/what-we-do/
Unicef and United way are others, I was even thinking about the Ronald Mcdonald foundation (?)..
Thanks again for your time guys…
Shaun.