We just can't have nice things

[Semi Pro]

Originally Posted by suicideneil

Porn, fixes everything.

I cant say I knw exactly how you're feeling, but I do know what its like to be stabbed in the back by a girl you thought was you're friend; not a pleasant feeling & Im still kinda seething ~9 months later. Keep busy though, r/c would actually be a good outlet ( think of all the extra cash you'll have too now that you dont have to spend it on her, spend it on bills instead ), try and build some bridges with old friends and family- suprising how sympathetic & understanding people can be about these things, I've seen how GFs can take over one's life to the detriment of your other friends and relatives.

You'll probably have the last laugh though, a relationship between a boss & emplyoee is never a terribly sound base really, especially if someone grassed on the boss to his boss say ( area manager/ head office etc )....

Take care, and remember; porn.

thankyou, thats got to be my first smile of the day.

i dont think i will have more money, she had a stabe income,it wasnt alot, i get paid when investers free up more funds of when a job gets finished.

i burnt alot of bridges for her, i lost touch with alot of people, im a diffrent person than i was back then im not really sure i want or should look for old freinds, she was always my best freind, i told her that all the time

i know my spelling sucks im not useing the spell checker today, i really dont care