We just can't have nice things

[killajb]

I can sympathize with the way you feel, even if we are coming at this from different angles. But any old "brand-x" person ain't going to cut it, right? Find the person you left behind 8 years ago when you took a detour with this young lady. Get your life back man. It's all about emotional balance. And as with our beloved hobby, the more balance ya got, the faster out of the corners (ie, the moments where life has you down) and the the better you fly.