Advice needed!

[bumsnogger]

Hi guys ,I've had depression for 21 years,it's bollocks!!! When it kicks in,so does self doubt,paranoia,black thoughts,The list goes on.I can't even go out sometimes I'll have my batteries charged ,everything! Just too down to do it. Rc helps,I get frustrated with the trucks instead of my own insecurities. I got sick dog syndrome with my mlst,it's cost £ 250 to try and get it running.And it still won't work!!!!!!.